February 2010
118 posts
;akdjkfj I have art first block tomorrow and I can’t wait to get back to my painting
every year I just get happier
I feel obnoxiously exuberant and bubbly for days, then I crash and sulk, then it starts up all over again. Last year I was pretty content, and the year before that I was kind of just mellow. I can’t wait for next year, I wonder how annoyingly happy I’ll be then?
January 2010
100 posts
I FEEL AWESOME.
Got the Virgin Suicides novel form in the mail :)
I have to start reading again, 4+ years worth of vocabulary building lost is too much. I write the same way I did in grade seven.
i want to go on a road trip
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and make a road trip mix cd and drive to random places across the country and blast the radio and sing along obnoxiously and just get away.
I don’t think school is my bag.
I like finding out that people I used to know have become models and are signed. I like seeing how they’ve changed and looking through magazines and finding them there. I like seeing how people I don’t have anything in common with in my grade have so much fun. I like the project that guy in my grade is doing somewhat casually where he gets anybody he sees to hold up his kind of...
oops, I’ve disappointed myself once again. it’s a good thing I’m too happy to care, as usual
Visiting Sy’s uni and sleeping on her floor (roommate’s bed, in my case) was insane. I know I was just visiting and I didn’t have to go to class or anything, but I felt so much better there. The island is beautiful, everything we saw.. so many open, open fields and beautiful colors together in the same place.
Now I’m back home and I feel like I’m in a tiny box again....
I have everything I want
I can’t wait until the summer, when we can spend all day taking photos and being carefree. It’ll be the last summer where we’ll be able to do whatever we like, before we split our ways and work endlessly. I can’t wait for the beautiful sunrises in the early hours and the heat that lasts until night time, and I can’t wait for golden hour and all the freedom and beauty....
The girl who wants photos done looks like Nick’s sister and is wearing Ting’s skirt. Good sign? Good sign.
I have a huge amount of things (school, d’ugh) to do by next week, but:
Trip to the island at 11:04am tomorrow with nick (!!!)
I have good friends (to err is human, to forgive is divine)
Even if I can’t paint, at least I am painting
I might be doing my first paid commission soon
Shooting next week!
"DOES ANYBODY WANT SOME BODY BUTTER?"
that’s what my art teacher did in class today.
i swear to god, OCAD, it’s not my fault if my application looks like a joke.
.. really tempted to put up ridiculous jumping...
blue sky, sunshine
It’s been a really really really good day.
Instant
This is definitely my type of camera. I need to take all my photos as if I were using instant film.
happy happy happy again :)
how the heck do i even go to school today?
maybe i should undo everything i’ve done.